Monday, November 5, 2012

Texas Light

7 miles outside Blanco, Texas.  Why go further?

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Character Study

Boston to Baltimore

The man next to me on the plane: thin, prissy -- the kind I would type as a D.C. policy wonk -- fusses through his briefcase for endless minutes, finally pulls out a packet of Wet Ones sanitary wipes and places them in the seatback pocket, along with a baggie of walnut pieces.  Wet Ones? Oh God, a germophobe.

Next comes out a gallon freezer bag jumbled with pens, highlighters, charger cords, and miscellaneous electronic paraphernalia, which he begins to dig through with the nervous attentiveness of a raccoon in a trash can.  He fishes out a highlighter then checks his cell phone for messages.  Putting the phone into the briefcase, he retrieves a manilla folder as thick as the Springfield, Missouri phone book.  Removing his glasses, he extracts a brief of some sort from the folder and briefly peruses it from six inches in front of his face, then goes for the next one.  Then another.

All of this has transpired within minutes.  I'm almost dizzy from the swirl of activity when I would typically be praying our plane will get off the ground.

I take a deep breath and attempt to work my way inward, throwing up my force field as neutrally as possible  in an attempt to buffer my morning against the sheer forces of caffeine, multi-tasking efficiency, and big city energy.  Christ, these people need a farm to work.  Some way to channel energy.

The man puts away the manilla folder and turns his attention to a USA Today that has appeared by some magical sleight-of-hand maneuver, focusing down with the same nearsighted intensity, but not before first extracting a Wet One, methodically and meticulously cleansing his fingers like a pre-op brain surgeon before pinching out a ration of nuts.

Thursday, January 26, 2012


A favorite moment captured in time:

Terri's Mom and Dad standing in the Houston backyard sometime after the war, Blackie in his waycool Latino zoot pants with suspenders, aviator sunglasses, looking better than a Mexican George Clooney. And Mary, a spitting image of the daughter I love, in her high-waisted dress, her arm around Blackie's waist, chest out and high, looking proud and beautiful and hot.

What that photograph could not capture was the smell of cut grass or the murmur of cicadas thrumming the humid Gulf coast air. Missing was the way his back felt strong beneath her arm, or the soft allure of Mary's breast against him. You can't smell how her hair must have smelled. I know the aroma of her daughter's hair, and presume it probably took his breath away. Beneath the image is the attraction of lovers.  My intuition tells me that.

I like to think they had just made love, or were going to make love, or at the very least were planning on it before that lost afternoon faded to evening. That would be the right thing to do.